How can i prove to all of my classmates that im deserving to join programs for good looking persons?

IM A GAY BUT I FEEL IM A BOY.......


I WANT TO JOIN IN EVERY PROGRAMS IN MY SCHOOL.


OR I MEAN.... I WANT TO BE:


MR INTRAMS...


PROM KING....


AND ETC....


many people and a lot of my classmates tell me that im


cute/handsum/hot and i know it to my self that im a


very good looking person but i keep as king in my self


that why if my teacher says " class who do you want to be the


escort in intrams? " and my classmates didnt call my name..


actually in js prom im a nominee in the face of the night but


im still not the winner.... oh my god!! im so depress and desperate.... i want to kill my self cause i feel im worthless..


what should i do to prove to all my classmates that im deserving


to join programs for good looking persons...??

How can i prove to all of my classmates that im deserving to join programs for good looking persons?
You can't. They will pick who they want to pick. You will just have to accept that and yourself!